1.) I wonder if **** will ever know that secret. Or if *** will tell him.
That would be quite interesting.. o:
2.) I wish…….*insert wish here*………
If only that would really happen..
Man I’d be so happy and I’d never have to worry again.
3.) If **** would msg me right now, I’d be so happy.
Dang it, please get a new phone soon, I miss you. D:
4.) Great day spent with ****. Loved every second of it.
Hoping to do that again soon. It’d make me smile ♥
5.) Okay, what I saw today.. That was a bit awkward.. I wonder if ****** noticed it… I’ll never find that answer out though. Does he even read this anymore? Idk.
6.) Ellie really is amazing in every way. I know I can trust her.
I’m glad I found a true friend in that place of fakes. o:
7.) Tomorrow is going to be busy. Oh boy.
8.) My flu needs to go away, now.
9.) I’m too addicted to this song. I must have played it 10+ times today xD
10.) I should probably go to sleep. Eh..
Okay, you can ignore this, I just needed something to do, and all of these things were bugging me.. Writing them down, well typing them down xD Helps clear my head.
Note: The stars are all different people.
But I can’t put their names since they see this.
I don’t know what to call this, whats been happening to me…
I don’t know what to do about this. Why can’t I turn this off?
I don’t know if I should give in to it, or push it away..
I can feel myself breaking right now.
Ohgod. Maybe I should go to sleep…
This is getting to be too much to handle right now..
I don’t want to take a step backwards again.
No. Moving forward from here. I have to.
But wait…. I have to say something to him.
I’m sorry, okay? I really am. And if I would have known it was going to turn out like this… I would have chosen my words more carefully at the time being of the “incident.” Just know that I’m sorry this happened. I don’t like it. I know you probably don’t care. But please know that I’m sorry. Remember that. And remember me, no matter what happens from here….
I can’t say your name here. I can’t. No, I can. But I won’t.
Sia- I’m in here.
Warning: This song may cause you to have a breakdown. But don’t let that stop you from listening to it. It’s beautiful, but I’m just letting you know that it’s also very powerful, it triggers tears.
people need to realize that when I push them away, it is not because I do not want them in my life; it is because I want them to push back and to show me that what we have is worth fighting for and they aren’t going to give up that easily.
Rumi (via girl-human)