The Red String of Fate.
An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle but it will never break.
This says so much…
I love Bunny. She relates to me so much. ❤
Here’s a vlog about Anxiety & Depression.
This helped me feel less alone.
Stay Strong. ❤
I hope you’re happy.
And, I don’t mean that sarcastically, I really mean it honestly.
A lot of time has passed. A lot of time to think. To feel. To react.
And, I don’t hate you. I never did. Even if it came across that way.
I hated what happened. I hated I couldn’t change it.
But I never hated you, I don’t have it in me to hate you.
I blocked everything from my mind and moved forward with my life, not because I wanted to though. Because I felt I HAD to.
To keep my sanity. To keep myself from breaking completely.
Maybe that was the best way to handle it, and maybe it wasn’t..
I don’t know.
So, I’d never say that I miss you to your face. But maybe I do.
I miss being your friend. Being in your life..
Yeah, we were more than that before it all went bad..
But this isn’t about love at all. Just, friendship. And you.
And, I know you’re happy with her and I’m not trying to ruin that or change that in any way. It’s not like that at all.
I’m not trying to cause drama. I don’t want that. Or need that.
I just want to say this to you, incase you see it.
I don’t want to have regrets in life, but I do regret the way I handled things that day and night.
I didn’t want to walk out of your life. It all happened so fast.
I wasn’t thinking, I was acting out of anger, and that was wrong of me.
Yes we broke up, but we didn’t need to go our seperate ways forever.
Things could have ended differently after that break up.
It’s all my fault.
Maybe you hate me now. Maybe you don’t care at all.
Maybe you’ll see this. Maybe you won’t.
Just know that I do want you to be happy.
To have a good life. To smile. To laugh. To enjoy your life.
I’m not against you. I would never wish you any harm.
Even if I’m not in your life. I want the best for you..
And, I’m sorry.
I mean that. With all of my heart.
If you.. Ever want to talk to me, you know how to reach me.